Ein meets the new world

Or at least the new year.

It's 2011, another new year for you and I - and for the world outside.

I'm hopeful, very hopeful. The year 2010 has been wonderful, but it has also been quite difficult to be perfectly honest. The unexpected glitches on the road made up for an adventure but I feel that we could use an easier road this time time around.

Happy new year! : )

I thought I should make a post that reminisces the year I'm leaving behind, but I don't feel like making anything that fancy today.

Ein and another step closer to the stars

It's 7th of June, 2010.

HOLY. LORD.

It's the first day of school, OH MY GOD. hahaha.

I'm currently reading some advance reading assignment, AND OH MY GOD, IT'S FINALLY REAL, I'M IN A FRIGGING LAW SCHOOL OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.

yeah :)

Anyway, lol, we attended our orientation last saturday. it was fun, my sister, Recks, who's now senior in law was ambushed to give a speech. She was just wearing jeans and a hoodie :)) priceless. she even broke a microphone, hahaha, ah, the Recto charm. LOL.

That was June 5, which was, coincidentally, Noelle's birthday! Remember? We had a little celebration at Red Box. To my chagrin (lol, not really), I got asked to sing all the M2M songs and the Justin Bieber songs (WHY?!)

that's right little buggers, go cover your ears!

here's a group shot :D

from left to right: patteh, akabs, layla, west, hime, berns, me and noelle

here's me with the birthday girl, in my student lawyer glory 8D

Niichan has been uploading these past few days, loving them pics

Serizawa Reira's Album cover? I wish! XD

lol

Shin's lighter! with noelle and sayou haha

Also...

I'm a litol gel 8D

who looks really lost haha

all taken by my bro, Sylverblade/Ian Stephen

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The day went well for all of us, me coming from the school orientation, running late for the party. Singing some songs, handing Noelle my gift, which is a pillow since she likes to sleep in the office haha. Then we went out to eat, I whispered to her that I've become a vegetarian, she got a quick laugh out of it then she turned to me and said "You're not serious, aren't you?" When I said yes, she got all dramatic and funny.

So yeah, food. Then riddles and animal jokes, like the old times. I really missed them, West, mostly, since we spent our college days together, everyday.

Then we went to the arcades and took some pictures at the photo booth. Then this one guy comes in. I think we''re sort of dating, I don't know, lol. So until I know that we actually are going out, I will refer to him as this guy and that guy hahaha.

Anyway, when everybody else left to go home, this guy stayed with me since he knew that my sister was out partying with her high school friends. I didn't know TriNoMa stayed open til 2am =/ anyway, we went to the movies and watched Shrek 3. That guy loved the movie, loved Puss mostly. He paid for the tickets, which was something new to me since I always pay for tickets, no matter who I am with and the people I'm with buys the popcorn. He shelled out a thousand for a movie just because it's 3D. lol cinemas, ripping you off everyday. Anyway, loved the movie, was funny but they could have done better. I think I enjoyed that guy's reactions more than I enjoyed the movie. That guy really loved Puss, who had gone real fat, putting Garfield to shame.

After the movies, we went out of the cinema, still talking about Puss. We're obsessed I know. He's a cat person, I am too. But I didn't tell him that. I told him I loved dogs mostly since we had one, our baby Tiara. He didn't have cats at home, but he took care of the neighbor cats and the strays. We also remembered he gave me Nerds, because I like Nerds. I told him he can have it, he said we can just eat it inside the cinema but it got completely forgotten. He also likes nerds. Then we took pictures at the photobooth, I like how tall I was in the picture, angle magic. hahaha. I'm taller, and I love it. HAHAHA. So, yeah, the mall was near closing, I think it was midnight by then, lights off, spooky mannequins. He started talking about games. I told him we were totally getting a Silent Hill treatment and he laughed, apparently he loves the game too. I told him I loved Pyramid Head, he said he did too. Then we got to Resident Evil, which is like my most favorite game ever. He tells me his Counter Strike name is actually Leon. I love Leon, and Resident Evil 4 is the best game ever, but I didn't tell him that too.

The clock hit 12:30 and we found my sister by Gilli's, drunk and sauntering like a sugar high bee. hahaha. I introduced him to my sister and to most of my sister's friends who only mused how tall I have become. My sister is shorter than me, lol. We parted ways and my sister tells me that guy is pretty nice and awesome. She also tells me - he might be gay. I told her, I thought so too.

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My sister's boyfriend Ryan got the wheels, really glad he did since my sister was too drunk to even walk hahaha. Well he's drunk too, but I guess he's better at drunk driving.

So yeah, I'm still alive.

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Also, it's 10:08am and I should continue reading.

It's my first day of actual law school today, wish me luck!

I love you, world!

Ein and the life times past

It's the 5th of June, 2010 - it's a saturday.

I'm typing this like a mad, mad man, jumping from one subject to another. I will probably be writing this way from this day onwards hahaha.

I don't remember when was the last time I've written here, but oh well - I'm keeping this blog! Damn, straight I am! haha. And I guess I'm being successful with that? The keyword is - "I guess".

Anyway, it's my girl's birthday today!

It's me as Lulu and her as C.C.

Happy Birthday Chi! Noelle/Aimee/Meemz/Meow-kun/asahshjshaHDasj

hahaha.

I sincerely pray for all your wishes to come true,

and I would wish for you nothing but happiness....

...and maybe a better work shift. hahaha!

As lousy as I am, I don't even know if I will make it to her party.

It's my first day at school today and my orientation starts at 8 in the morning.

The whole session will probably last us till heaven knows when,

and her party's starting at 4pm.

What school am I talking about, you might ask?

Hey, world, I'm going to law school. :)

I know, right? Exciting, isn't it?

I'm surely another step closer to the stars!

I went to the university the other day, it's amazing since I've already met a lot of people. Well, it is kind of a cheat since most of them are my sister's classmates, friends and acquaintances. But it's nice nonetheless. They've begun calling me "Celes", which reminds me of a character from Final Fantasy. Although I would have preferred it if they called me "Ein" instead, I'm not really complaining.

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Anyway, I'm going to law school. So there will definitely be a lot of changes for me from this point on. For one, I'm going to have my hair cut short one of these days. Oh, which reminds me,

Do I look like a little girl now? hahaha!

It's me as Sawako from Kimi ni Todoke.

Yeah, long hair. Will probably miss it.

Also, schedule. I'm enrolled in the night class, which means I will be able to keep my nocturnal ways which makes me happy to no end hahaha.

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I've welcomed change. Maybe it was a little too early, or probably too late. Then again, maybe it's just fine and it came at the right second where the world saw it fit. So, change, are you ready for me? Since I'm sure as hell ready for you! hahaha.

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Oh, have I mentioned I've started making music again? I know, it's strange that I suddenly got back to loving Faith again. My piano's name is Faith. Yes, I name my things.

I will probably play with my sister's guitar again, too, maybe after three or four pieces done in the keyboard. Oh, I named her Hope, btw.

And if you missed it, my violin's name is Destiny.

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How do you stick to being vegetarian?

It's crazy I know.

I once proudly proclaimed that the moment I renounce my burgers is the day the world meets its end.

Well, what do you know, large gaping sink hole in Guatemala.

Yeah, I suddenly got this urge to become a vegetarian. It's actually not as difficult as I thought. The difficult part comes from the fact that the one who cooks my meals doesn't approve of it and it's a hassle to everybody else in the household to cook another separate meal devoid of meat or anything else similar seeing as our fridge and our pantries are just screaming meat party.

It's funny. My mother's $100 says I won't last a month.

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Hm.. what else. I know I had a lot more to say.

Oh, I gave my Mom the "buy anything" card for her birthday. She always gets bags and shoes, I was surprised when she wanted a new air conditioning unit.

Last Christmas, I told my sister that we were too young to buy people diamonds, but what do you know, summer and I'm buying household appliances :)) Shaize! I'm old!!

Anyway, I guess the living room will get a new air conditioning unit, they just installed the new one on their room so the poor old AC doesn't have a place to stay.

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Oh, world, how do you deal with people falling out of love? A friend of mine just suddenly realized that he has become quite unhappy with his relationship over the... months. It's not like I'm expecting you to answer or anything hahaha. But yeah, I just had to vent that out. He feels that he still has feelings for his first love, who unfortunately isn't his current beau. This is a bout of disloyalty isn't it? Boy, I really don't condone such things =/

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And before I go, I've decided to stop thinking about the stupid spark. I decided it'll just come when I'm no longer searching for it.

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Have a great day world!

Wish me luck on my first day! XD

Ein thinks too much

Instead of working, I'm stuck here in lalaland doing nothing but thinking.

Dad's birthday is today and we're still up to our necks preparing for the dinner tomorrow night.

Dresses to wear, shoes to match the dress, necklaces, etc.

Aside from that, I have a question dangling in my mind...

Does the spark really exist?

As in hollywood teenybopper spark. Is it real?

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'C' and I have been friends for years. As in a very long long time. We met back in third grade when we were really young and he was like a little brother of sorts to me. Even during our childhood years, I already was the alpha male. Class pres, active student, etc. I kicked people's asses when he got bullied, in return he carried my bags, books, chased away silly crushing kids and even opened doors for me. Now we're talking about dating. No, not him and I. About me and people I met along the way.

I'm a twenty-one year old laptop toting dude. (I don't want to say "girl"). Going to law school, working and getting promoted still, doing make up jobs every now and then, great payslips every month and a bank account that continues to make me happy. It's all about the zeros. In time I will have enough to make my 'rents proud. I can cook, sew, play more than four instruments and do more things only heaven knows. Also, still very single.

It's a choice.

Rumors always fly around about me dating people, getting hooked up and all. All funk, no glory, since I've been single all my life. Then this one person comes in and I start questioning my choices.

We've been going out with friends for some time. My sister think this person is okay, my Mom thinks this person is okay too. Everybody else thinks we look good together. However, for me, there's no spark.

Is there really a spark?

I asked 'C' and he said it did exist.

Was it a firework kind of thing? Magic? Lights going up on the sky?

He said probably.

How do you know if there's a spark? How do you that's it?

I want to know, seriously.

Or am I looking for something that doesn't even exist?

I don't know, world.

But even tho there's no spark, I still love you world.

Ein, the weekend that has passed and birthday bashes

It’s 24^th of May, 2010 – it’s a Monday, good week ahead, hm, world?

Wow, two days without ever writing in this journal. Somehow that makes me feel empty, lol. Two days had come and gone and I’m still whirling with excitement and euphoria in my head. Well, at least, up until last night when my head started hurting like hell. I asked someone to crack my skull open, then had some medicine then some good chocolate to relieve myself of the pain. Later that night, my sister and I watched South Park and I cured myself with laughter. South Park is our drug, I must say. It’s stupid and pointless but we keep going back to it for the fun we get. Good times.

So we had our shoot last Saturday with the usual gang. Just be Friends. Unfortunately, we didn’t have enough time to shoot RIP=RELEASE. And I was looking forward to it too!

We agreed on meeting by 8am. Niichan, as usual, is ever punctual and came 40 minutes before the call time. 7:30am, I went in to McDonalds and ordered food with Niichan as we waited for the other two to come. We also mooched some Wifi while we were at it hahaha. However, the connection gets cut off every thirty minutes, I guess? And just on cue, the other two came and we drove off to Bulacan.

It was another period of waiting as we came to Imahica’s house even before she got home from the Town Plaza. When she got home, we proceeded to the house and started preparing.

The balloons were damn crazy. Damn crazy I tell you, hahaha.

Somewhere along pumping balloons and trying to make sense of how we’re going to keep everything in place. Patty and I got high. I don’t know why. Heck, I don’t even. Lol.

Oh, by that time, Noelle came in too and helped out. Sweet, no? I love how she’s always around.

Anyway, when we finished making all the balloons and the paper planes for the shoot, Niichan and Layla finished making the background as well.

By then, our Chowking order came with the delivery man speeding off with his motorcycle. Since every one was nearly dying from starvation, we gave in and ate. By then, we were an hour behind schedule.

We finally began shooting. We had a lot of problems, actually. The lighting wasn’t really that good, we used improvised reflectors since we forgot to bring ours, lol. Then we had to cramp ourselves in the make shift background that we made.

Fixing ourselves was a problem too. Here I am in all my gay glory. I was practicing the “hurt” face, the dude had. I’m not sure if that went well.

Luka looks brilliant. Imahica is probably one of my favorite canvasses. I love putting make up on her.

And then we had to change outfits ever so often, I swear Imahica and I lost a few pounds that day. (Which I probably readily gained as I chugged down a couple glasses of soda.)

Even my soda moments end up emo. I don’t know why, it just does. Lol.

We didn’t copy the original Just be Friends video shot per shot like how most would do. I wanted to bring something new to the table and decided to go with the English version, a masterful cover of the song by a YouTube fandubber who translated the song in English. I also planned a lot of other shots in order to bring some movement and more drama into the picture. Not to mention we didn’t do the first scene with the sofa and the boy in jeans. It just didn’t suit my taste, is all.

lol no edits, look at that poor background.

I hope to pull this off, really. Come Thursday and the pictures are in hand, I’m going to be a very, very, busy emo dude.

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Oh, it’s the 24^th.

I remember my Mom’s birthday tomorrow. The hardest part is that we have to top last year’s bash. At least the birthday bash, since I don’t think my sister and I can afford to top last year’s Christmas present for Mom and Dad. Those gifts really cost us a bundle, lol. Not that I’m complaining. Those gifts, after all, last forever – if you catch my drift.

Every year, my Mom wants the same things. For Mother’s Day, she wants books and limited edition CDs. For her birthday, we always go out to get her designer bags and shoes. That’s how it is every year. Few weeks back, she said she wanted something new for her birthday. And I asked her what it was. She said she wanted the Michael Jackson Collection, out for bids I think. My sister and I settled for that. But few days ago, she changed her mind. Good thing we didn’t place an order yet, ti would have been wasted. Now we’re back to designer bags and shoes. It’s still a wonder where everything goes. She buys them constantly and I never see them. She just wears them once, twice, then you never see them again.

My Dad’s birthday is on the 28^th. When my sister and I were younger, we would often buy him collectible lighters. My Dad smokes, so he likes those. Also cute ash trays, which were, um, too cute haha. But these days, we get him shoes, sunglasses and the like, since he couldn’t be bothered to buy those himself.

Also, Mei, (also known as Geewan, since I’m Geetwo hahaha) is celebrating her birthday on the 27^th :D Happy birthday Mei! I still don’t know what to get her lol.

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Yeah, I guess that’s it for today :)

Good day, world :D

And oh, I’m still crazy for lip piercings :p

Ein and all the other kinks in the world

It's Fridaaay! 21th of May, 2010!

And I have nothing to write about today's events since I've been doing nothing but work, lol.

Anyway, still watching videos and the like. My day may be summed up to a series of events.

eins - waking up.

I lie awake in bed. It's summer the air conditioner is up all day. I lie awake in bed as my alarm goes off. These days, it's the sweet singing of Monsoon that wakes me up.

zwei - getting up.

First I sit up, open my laptop, click the router then check my mail (you guessed it, work. lol.). Thirty minutes later I finally get out of bed and

drei - fixing the bed.

Bed, pillows, sheets, and the blanket. These days, my sheets are galactic lol. Which reminds me, I want that Kaworu Nagisa pillow real baaad.

vier - greeting the 'rents.

Dad's always in front of the computer every morning - without fail. Mom's with Tiara our little baby :)

funf - coffee.

This goes without saying, I run on caffeine after all, lol.

sechs - bath.

Translation: Draining the shampoo and conditioner bottle. :)

sieben - prepping up.

Combing my hair is the longest of my routines.

acht - work.

Which involves a lot of e-mails, documents and the like.

miscellaneous - internet, fun and games (until somebody loses an eye, lol)

Yeah :) This involves me playing on the internet, watching vids, downloading random things, looking at happy photographs then checking eBay for new stuff. lol.

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Wow, no pictures yet? lol.

Anyway, I realized that I really had a thing for piercings. I once blurted out to my friends that I like ear piercings but can't get one for myself. It doesn't sit well with my dream profession, you see. But I really like seeing people with neat and cool ear piercings... BUT - only on their left ears. I dunno, lol. Left ear. Pretty. I guess it's because I can touch it with my right hand? Or maybe because I was told before that left ear piercings are the only acceptable ear piercings for men. I don't know, I have no idea.

Also,

I discovered a thing for lip rings.

I now find it sexy. It's crazy.

There's something dangerous about it, I dunno lol. Dangerous, but cute. Then sexy, it intrigues me. Ah. lip rings. Ugh.

Oh. Now that I'm on the subject of the many things that I like, might as well, lol.

photo from istock :)

piano fingers. damn.

Long and slender fingers, I like them. A lot. Even though I play the piano, I can't read notes. HAHAHA. orz. I play by ear, lol, which is pretty sad I guess? So... I love seeing long and slender, piano trained fingers. Long, slender, beautiful fingers reaching out to the sky, combing one's long hair, typing on the keyboard... the works. Possibly playing the guitar too. Speaking of guitars -

hot damn, Ganesa.

and of course,

the frozen flame D-DR-300

They're not Fenders, or Gibson Les Pauls, but I fell in love at first sight. Sooo... if I ever had enough money (in the future), I'd grab me these guitars to put on my pad :]

and then there's

*angel chorus here*

Vivienne Westwood.

I really don't care much about the bags, it's all about the coats and the accessories. They're pretty pricey, but meh, lol. If I never knew Vivienne, I probably would have more money in my bank account, lol. Visit hervia.com for authentic Vivienne Westwood stuff :)

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One of my friends posted a vintage photo of herself. It got me curious and I ended up searching for some of my old pictures too.

And...

hahaha. holy kaworu nagisa. hahahahaha.

yeah. been there, lol. I think I was thirteen here, or fourteen. I dunno, I sincerely can't remember.

My sister took this shot, entered it to a contest and won. Won what, only God knows hahaha.

I guess this is where our inside joke came from. My friends would say something along the lines of "you'll be eaten by the darkness", I will instantly say "I can't be eaten by the darkness! I AM the darkness!" ahaha. ahahahahaha. ahaha =_=. Looking at it now, I look like a damn emo kid ._. I hate the emo fad in our country. Goth is fine. emo, eh.

Hm. I guess I didn't change that much? I'm still emotive/dramatic/expressive. I've been told many times how expressive my eyes are *coughdrama,coughemoboy*

lol.

Looks like I spent hours on this entry alone.

LOL. What the hell.

I guess I better go,

xoxo world :)

Ein and the deranged lover

The deranged lover from RIP=RELEASE, that is :p

It's 20th of May, 2010 - Thursday.

Today went by like a breeze. Work's still not done tho as I've only arrived from the mall. I spent my day shopping for balloons and clothes I'm missing for Saturday's shoot. I'm still missing the wreath emo boy wears but at least I'm almost set. Oh, man, I'm so excited. lol.

My sister got her grades from law school today, just one more exam and she's a fourth year law school student. Ooh, I wish her all the best.

So last night, all I did was listen to German music. LOL. I was going through my CDs and spotted Tokio Hotel. I don't know anybody else who likes this band. All of my RL friends either (1) never heard of them or (2) hate them. I like them. Bill, Tom, Gustav and George. Bill and Tom. lol. First time I saw them, never thought they were twins. Make up and hairstyles really change people. Hm. Bill and Tom are really something. I wonder how it's like to have a twin. I guess the only reason I like forbidden tags on these twins is because I don't have one myself.*coughtwincestcough* What they have is really special. Hearing In Die Nacht, was just, wow.

Anywaaaaay, so much fangirling lol.

I talked about Just be Friends before. Now let's talk about RIP=RELEASE.

Luka's gonna tear you apart, and you won't mind.

RIP=RELEASE is Megurine Luka's answer song to Kagamine Len's Spice! The song Spice! is all about Kagamine Len's escapades with women. A stylish little womanizer he is. But in the end it is all revealed that he's just repressing all of his feelings towards Kagamine Rin who happens to be very happy with her then beau Kaito. The ending of Spice! is different from one version to another. One ending shows Len giving in to his desires, others with Rin finally understanding where Len is coming from. Then comes RIP=RELEASE. Luka, in this song, is one of Len's women. She sings how deeply she is taken by the young Casanova and how she wishes she can have the boy all to himself. In the song, it is implied that Luka is very much aware of Len's true feelings and despite knowing that, she welcomes him still - each time he is in need.

So... yeah. :)

Imma be this sassy little bastard right here. hahaha.

But my roles are usually the emotionally sensitive little drama king tho, so I'm not entirely sure if I can pull this Casanova act off.

Then again, with RIP=RELEASE's story line, Len's all regretful, pondering and reflecting on his actions. Hm. Sounds good to me. :)

So... I have to go back to work now.

Enough spazzing for today :D

Hey world, keep loving me :)

I love you!